almost near the end

so... i've been neglecting this space for a while. no excuse, i was just plain lazy plus i didn't really have much to update anyway. until now...

the next 3 weeks will be torturous for me. i hope i'll survive! never have i felt like i couldn't do it but this time, i'm actually afraid i might not make it. research is definitely not my forte, neither is report writing. i came into this semester thinking it'll be better than the last but this is probably my worst yet.

it's less than a month away before everything is over. i'm not entirely sure how i am going to do this but i guess i will just have to. after that, i can worry about everything else under the sun. oh and just to update, my application for physio got rejected. ):  that means i'll be going back to singapore for good. sighhh... although i should be happy about going back but something in me is just sad about leaving perth.

mid-week rant

this study break hasn't been going well, because i haven't been STUDYING! sighhhh....

i think i need to get out more and just enjoy my time here. i used to love my life in perth but sadly not so much this time round. maybe the LDR is taking its toll on me, or perhaps it's the lack of companionship.

suling was around during 1st semester last year, and that really helped me. but then came 2nd semester and it was so hard but thankfully dawn came along. and it became even better when i befriended tonia. this year, there's no more tonia to accompany me for lectures and no one to have lunch with me in my 'office'(yes, i have an office at uni where my table is. tonia and i used to share that room). man, this is getting really depressing the more i'm typing this out. you know what, i'm going to stop right here before i emo the crap out of myself. i really cannot afford to right now.

it's already wednesday and i still have soooo much work to catch up on before semester starts again. i really need to work bloody hard and make sure i'm ready for next week. bye for now.

take a breather

first post of 2013.

to begin, it's been a hectic start to this year. stupid curtin didn't even bother to give me any response about my application which pissed the crap out of me. thankfully, i had the most awesome trip to europe to help me get over that. seriously the best 17 days ever! got back in time for chinese new year while preparing to leave for perth, yes again.

so here i am back in good old oz to study for ANOTHER YEAR (what the hell was i thinking?!).

it's now end of week 2 and i'm just sort of settled in. finally got through all my academic administration frustrations and slowly trying to catch up on work. the first week of uni was really horrendous. i would say this year is probably even worse than last year. it's like starting all over again which sucks because i should have known better. but the decision is already made and i will be here in 2013, so i might as well make the best out of it.

a shoutout to my dearest michelle: happy birthday fellow yaya! i did not forget you even though it seems that way. have a great year and all the best! xo

time flies

i'm up rushing my assignment but as you can obviously tell, i'm distracted. i thought my blog would get more love from me this year, well apparently not. post grad is indeed different from undergrad. you'd think that you are used to how uni works by now but no, i'm struggling all over again.

it's not all school's fault. LDR has some blame too. whoever said absence makes the heart grows fonder is an idiot. you just miss the person like crazy at the beginning, then it just becomes annoying because you think you're going mad.

ok, that was just my little update/rant. fyi, it's almost end of mid-semester break. (where has all the time gone?!)