series of (somewhat) unforunate events

to jeremy, my prayers goes to you and condolences to your family. it came as a shock even to me.. i can't imagine what his family is going through. well.. i'm at a loss for words actually. i guess there's really nothing one can do to prepare themselves for such a loss. it'll surely hurt.

read xiu's latest entry and it got me thinking. she puts things in quite an interesting perspective...

"getting into relationship is being too over thought
where people evaluates every little thing
even to the exact kind of thought or emotions they expect from one another
sometimes having unrealistic expectations
causing unnecessary disappointment
hence not getting into any relationship"

"i tink the key is about being balance la
those who just got to know
dun just take it as a contract
trust God to provide u the right person
dun need to rush into things de
give it a bit more time to get to know each other
"Love WILL stand through the test of time de"
as for those already know each other very long kind
stop tinking and evaluating too much and step out in faith"


well well.. i felt slightly convicted. in some ways, i consider too much. all in the name of 'for my own good'. i've regretted once, and now i sense i'm going to regret it again. it's all very déjà vu.. only that this time, there's still room for some change or progress. i hope.