break

i'm done with exams, first year of university.. waiting and wondering, for now that is. it's already a year since my undergraduate degree course started, can you believe it? it feels like only months have passed. very unlike how it used to be.. when i feel as though i known my friends for years but it's only been months. maybe it's the lack of a 'school culture' or just the fact that this is just something extra that we all took up, with me as the exception. so now, i'll prefer to think i'm working while pursuing a part time degree.. and not refer to myself as a student. that way, i can say that i miss school life. hah.

plenty's been going on. however, plenty can be nothing too. my much-anticipated break is finally here! this one week is going to be exciting. after that, we'll see how things go. i can somewhat predict the outcome.. but i rather not. i'll try to have faith. this is so not me.. i'm definitely not liking it at all. it's simple they say but in such a case, it'll be really much easier to just be honest. if there's not room for that, nothing else will work out. well, that's just my take. yes yes, i know. it all seems very confusing now. but give me time.. i'm giving myself time too. one week will fly by soon enough. think i'm speaking in parables? you ain't hear nothing yet.

at least there's something to look forward to next week.. i can't wait. (:

(and to all who have kept me in prayer the past week.. thanks)