watched lakehouse again on vcd.. twice in fact. the plot is different, yet simplistic. the story is delusional, yet so real at the same time.

"lost in a beautiful fantasy where time stood still".. i think this is where i'm stuck at. you'd wish for it to end because you know it's not going to be like this in reality.. and it'll hurt. still a part of you will long for it to last.. and hope that this dream may actually come true.

there's a track in this movie that i particular like.. 'this never happened before' by paul mccartney.

i'm very sure, this never happened to me before
i met you and now i'm sure
this never happened before

now i see, this is the way it's supposed to be
i met you and now i see
this is the way it should be

this is the way it should be, for lovers
they shouldn't go it alone
it's not so good when you're on your own

so come to me, now we can be what we want to be
i love you and now i see
this is the way it should be
this is the way it should be

this is the way it should be, for lovers
they shouldn't go it alone
it's not so good when you're on your own

i'm very sure, this never happened to me before
i met you and now i'm sure
this never happened before


it has got me wondering where exactly is God in all this? He may not have spoken but i believe my miracle is already on it's way. well, even if it's hard to believe.. one must develope faith. i've done all i can.. so the rest is up to Him.

God.. i believe(really!), but help my unbelief.