my life's becoming scary. it's horrible when i don't get to enjoy everyday the way i want to. quite tired of everything but i will perservere. thanks to the people around me.. had loads of encouragement from my cg. of course.. thank God for the girls (suling, hadh and mich).. for going through this period with me.

loh biao got me earrings from taiwan. they're really cute.. it has this mickey mouse logo. pleasant little surprise.. and it sure brightened my day. =)

today's sermon was about communication.. but there was a portion about shutting down emotionally. was a very ministering word. saw weifang after service.. she had tears in her eyes. when i saw her, there suddenly came a very strong emotion.. it made me want to cry too. after bro alvin chiam prayed for me, she came over a gave me a hug.. umm, can't really describe how i felt. it was another wave of feelings.

fangy is an ultra special friend. she's the one i would think of when i see those gifts with "when i count my blessings, i always count you twice" on it. i can't say i know her inside out.. and guilt does come in occasionally. i'm not a very initiative person you see.. getting to know me will take alot of effort on your part. with fang, it's surprisingly easy.. whenever i see her, my heart melts. i can and will want to share everything with her. sometimes, i'll think she's my angel.. sent by God.

fang.. although i may not be your best friend, and i may not understand you as much as i hope to.. but i really love you alot! your friendship means so much to me. all your encouragements and love.. they're deeply appreciated. oh.. one more thing, you're the 2nd girl friend i have who kisses me.. haha! thanks my dear. =)