secrets and lies.. seen and heard so much. i have them too.. that's the truth. recently i shared an extremely presonal part of my life to someone. it's a secret that i thought would never be exposed to this world.. but it was the leading of the Holy Spirit that got me to share about it. it feels good to share.. but i'm also feeling very vulnerable. i hate things that contradict.. it confuses me.

secrets and lies hurt. i guess i've upset many, and i've been crushed umpteen times too. sometimes a 'sorry' just isn't enough. maybe it's just me.. apparently, i bear grudges too easily. well, tell me if i do.. but i really can't tolerate someone betraying my trust. controlling my emotions is not something i do well.. that's obviously not always good.

dear God, come and help me!! sometimes the pain is just overwhelming. i just want to lift this burden up into Your hands.

france beat brazil.. that's worth celebrating. what a time of mourning it must be for the fans of brazil.. =) zidane is my hero.. but i'm hoping germany will win the worldcup.. france can be the runner-up.