it's hard to be truthful sometimes. i don't mean that i am deliberately going to lie.. it's just that, the truth can hurt. and i don't want to hurt my friend. how do you tell someone they are irritating? sigh... this is tough. but nevermind, we'll see as things go along.

wednesday was the release of A level results. some of my friends did well, most did so-so. got me wondering.. if i got grades like CCD, i think i'll cry my eyes out. reminds me of the time i got back O's. man.. please don't let history repeat itself. the incident got me emo-ing for almost 3 whole days.. and it sucks lah. i'm dead scared for end year exams now.. even more afraid of the results next march. i can finally feel the heat.. i don't want to pass, i want to do well, excel in fact. a ABC will be almost good enough. let's study smarter... if not those grades will never be mine.

that day also left me emo-ing. not so much because of the results.. but it's because of the people. saw certain people who i have not met for months.. and it's harder to forget them now. not that i'm trying to forget my friends but it's really distracting when you know that you won't be able to see someone for a long time. it actually seems better if they didn't appear before me that day. but of course, i'm not complaining that i saw *ahem*.. it's always good to see him.

i have to go NUS next year.. because i want to be a ogl in my 2nd year. hahaha... suling.. must help me ok? thanks.. =)