there was some re-shuffling within the sub-zone.
i'm out of W350.. together with weifang and shuhui. we're transferred to W253.. but there's lots of changes made to it.. people from everywhere.. like E301, E37.
was terrible sad about it.. i think this is the 2nd hardest multiplication for me so far. the few we had over the past 2 years were ok. but it's really saddening this time round. i've grown really attached to this cg.. even though it's only 6 months. can't bare to separate with certain people.. W350 has been one of my best cg.. everyone were so united. could really sense the love we all had for the cg.
will miss shelin like crazy.. she's practically my best friend in cg(at least to me). i knew we would separate one day.. when ivan becomes cgl.. but i didn't expect the separation to be so soon.
joel is another one. think it's because i've invested alot in him.. as in i've put in alot of time and effort in building our relationship until what it is presently. now i have to just give him up.. it's quite hard for me. well, it's not like we won't ever keep in contact again. but let's be practical.. the time spent together will definitely be lesser.. and people will gradually drift apart.
for angela, celine and fabian.. it's pretty much the same. there had been a period of time when we were close.. usually due to follow-up, but there was a bond there. having to leave all these people at one go is... just so hard. how i wish i don't have to.. angela and i were sitting together on the chartered bus to boon lay mrt just now. we came to this topic.. but didn't really get into it. she was just poking my knee when we were keeping silent and then i couldn't help but teared a little. all in all, i cried like 3 times today.. because of the transfer. this was different from my 1st multiplication in N06.. because back then i only had to let go of huiying and there wasn't major shuffling. this time there's so many people involved.. plus there's so many new people.
of course.. i'll accept this arrangement.. like they say, change is always good. think i'll just need time to adapt.. personally i think it's be pretty long. jo mentioned something about wanting me to rise up.. (argghhh). actually it went something like this..
jo: eh, can you rise up ah?
kristy: erm.. yar, ok jo.
well.. the setting was at our debriefing area after service. she was in a rush.. and at that point, i went over to ask something regarding the members being tranferred. the conversation only lasted about 4 second i think.. you can imagine how quick that was.. so i'm kind of confused myself. i seriously hope my reply isn't some sort of confirmation that i'll be a cgl in the future. being helper.. still alright. being cgl.. then i'll need to pray real hard. i assume i'm going to be helper in this cg because jo got me to do the "administrative work". guess we'll just have to see how things go after tomorrow. but i'll definitely face it with a positive attitude.. treat it sort of like a challenge. God has never failed me all this while.. so there's no reason He'll forsake me this time.