i'm confused

had project work oral presentation today. can say i did pretty well.. considering it was mostly impromptu!! Q and A was alright.. i crapped but well, at least i answered the question. hee.. oh.. mdm goh was one of my assessers. haha.. should say i'm quite lucky to get her. anyway... it's finally over! YAY! PJ043.. thanks for sticking through even though there were many times it seems we've screwed up! haha...

hmm... quite lost now. got back results on monday. i'm being retained. the funny thing is that i'm not sad.. just feel very... 'urgh'. didn't cry or anything.. just went to the canteen to eat! haha.. eating always helps! but i was kind of restless after that... wasn't feeling exactly fine. sort of shouted at junjie in class.. feel so bad now! i only cried when i called sabrina after the talk mr quek gave in LT1. don't know why.. but the minute i heard her voice over the phone.. the tears just came. thank God for her.. she's really one of the greatest friend anyone can have! felt a little better after that... then darling wanyi came to talk to me too... she's such a sweetie!! thanks girl.. she gave me a hug and lent me her shoulder when i was crying.. :) lilin and saajee was with me the whole time also.. really don't know what i'll do without the both of them in pj. i really appreciate them being there with me the whole time. oh.. and also junjie, he was really encouraging too. really love all my friends...

must plan what's to come next.. poly or repeat J1? prayed about it... but i still don't feel good about making a decision yet. will have to pray more!!! there's like sooo many options to pick.. God!!!!!!! i really need you now! i'm just so lost i really don't know what to do. please guide me.. i seriously don't want to screw up my life!........

i want to have a go at the retest!!! but sadly i don't get the chance :( weishen just told me i could ask jasima if i can take the retest... try to appeal or something!! but there's so little time... 22 nov!!! gosh... nevermind.. i'll have to do it for my future!!

met up with huihui today at westmall coffeebean.. and we talked. hee.. miss the times like these... felt better after talking to her too. thanks dear... :)

shall stop here today... goodness.. this sounds so depressing.. haha. ok.. i'm so not myself now.